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June 2010

3:49 pm // Getting a democratic beating on the streets of Islamabad!

So not many people will talk about it but I am going to say it anyway - I just got beaten by over 20 people on a main road in Islamabad. And for this beating I need to thanks the fledgling democracy in my country. Also my gratitude goes towards the large political dynasties in Pakistan who have built a mentality of fiefdoms and with that have elevated their stooges to the level of Knights, Lords and Earls.

What happened was that on my way to home in Islamabad, a truck took a turn and suddenly veered into my lane. In order to save myself, I had to slow down significantly but to show my annoyance I made the “mistake” of honking horn. Apparently this annoyed my Knights and Lords in the Vigo truck and they decided to square me into a corner on the right hand hard shoulder.

Even before I opened the door, I knew what is coming up since suddenly over 20 people were standing around me and their lead (the driver) angrily asked me how “did I dare do that?”. I perhaps equally angrily replied but am pretty much sure that I wouldn’t have completed my sentence when his hands started to traverse towards me in the air. He hit me first and as soon as he could do something else I was holding him. But yes, before I could hit him back it was raining kicks and punches on me. Thanks to intervention of a passing by old man who stopped over and tried to defuse or rather halt what would have otherwise entered the brutal part of beating.

Once it was all defused, I went on to that lead and just asked him to just tell me before he goes who he is or who he works for and I will take these things from there onwards. To which I could clearly see his face’s colour change with worry of what will I do next? Or worse what I can do next?

Later I called the emergency police line on 15, and gave them the details I had (I unfortunately couldn’t note the number plate beyond the registration region of Karachi, Sindh). I even asked the police dispatcher if they can do something about it or should I deal it with myself? To which he said, don’t worry sir we are on to it.

Few minutes later when I reached the next police check post and asked them on what happened - they told me they did nothing. I asked them why not? And was told that they didn’t get any wireless notification but yes they could confirm me that they were of Zardari house, yes our esteemed President. So yes that is one place where I cannot do much myself. Had it been some Member Parliament, Member National Assembly or any other Landlord-sort-of-person I could have done something but not against Mr President.

These are the wonders of democracy in my country, and in a way I am glad that I have got another valuable experience just hours before I was due to fly back to Glasgow.

Apart from my ideological problems with all the political dynasties in Pakistan, this mindset of all-capable-gangster is a plague in Pakistan. Every person here facing the grinding social pressure whenever gets the opportunity him/her self becomes an oppressor.

This post will not change anything; that much I know, but at least now you know.

Will be leaving for Glasgow in few hours.

p.s. only sad part is that I was supposed to write about something more important today.

Jun 30, 20105 notes
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2:10 pm // Social disparity and social confusion in Pakistan

Yesterday sitting at the Gloria Jeans’ Coffee in F-6 Kohsar Market with an old friend, sipping on to the latte and enjoying a BBQ Salsa sandwich while looking around at the crowd; I perhaps after quite a long time pondered on the place where I have spent a major chuck of my life!

My this feeling was later reinforced when I later in the night sat down with my sister’s fiancée at the Gelato Affair in F-7 for some ice cream.

More than half of this country is in awe with you if you can speak good English, other half will judge you on the basis of your appearance or the family you come from. Your skin’s colour will also contribute to the respect you can garner.

Majority of the affluent are simply without any first hand knowledge of what the majority of the nation is going through. In fact the situation is so dire that when I went to get computer stuff from a market few days back, their old manager talking about the country’s social situation remarked that “this country is not even a nation”!

I have started to feel that we the fairer skin people actually kept on colonizing the darker skin native people of this country. Even after the British left the country, we have become the torch-bearers of the colonialism. This theory of mine is still in its infancy but I have really started to feel pulling towards it. The native people of this land (Indian-Sub Continent) are of darker skin, people of lighter skin are mostly from Afghanistan, Persia, Central Asia or Middle East and even Europe.

When you see a Hummer standing right next to a battered and hammered Suzuki - there is certainly something wrong. When half of the country is languishing in over 12 hours a day of loadshedding and I get to enjoy UPS (Uninterrupted Power Supply) or generator and go about my life as it is, there is something really wrong.

But then again when people are killing their children and then committing suicides just because they cannot “afford” anymore; there is something greater wrong. When Rock rebels like Ali Azmat of Junoon (who I remember seeing wearing shirts like “dip me in chocolate and throw me to the lesbians”) joins the conspiracy bandwagon and starts blaming everything wrong in our country on the evil conspiracies of corporate West or worse Hindu-Zionist conspiracies and even calls for “Khilafat”; there is something greater wrong.

Not only there is a massive ugly social disparity in Pakistan today but further there is a total social confusion! The whole nation is like a herd of sheep which is gathered under one slogan or another and then sold to the highest bidder. This nation has bought everything from the Afghan Jihad of 80s to the War on terror to Bhuttos/Sharifs are the only way to democracy; happily.

This nation has paid huge price for decisions they have no say in, but all for what? Because we have no social direction.

What we really need in Pakistan is a massive “social re-education” not a bloody namesake revolution or another political change. We need a social leadership cadre willing to lead the nation into something meaningful away from the self-hating or even for that matter hating others for our miseries.

I am upset seeing things go wrong in here, but I am still hopeful because I have seen people who can make it turn around for good.

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NYT: American Jews Who Reject Zionism Say Events Aid Cause → nytimes.com

To my Muslim brothers and sisters worldwide, another piece of article to remind you to stop the un-Islamic act of stereotyping against anyone and in this case, Jews in particular.

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Jun 27, 2010
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3:05 am // PAUSE and then press STOP

And I mean it this time. Shab-ba-khair!

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Arieb Azhar - Na Raindee Hai (Coke Studio Season 3 - Episode 1) (via pakistani)

If you wish to read the English translation of this beautiful Punjabi Sufi piece, click here.

Ik laazim baat adab di ae / A point to be noted if I may
Saanu baat maloomi sab di ae / I know the secret of all
Har har vich soorat rabb di ae / Inside each is the face of the lord
Kittay zaahir kittay chhup behndi ae / Flowing apparent somewhere hidden

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WSJ: In Karachi, Criticism of the President Is Good News for TV Ratings → online.wsj.com
Jun 26, 2010
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Strings - Titliyan (Album: Koi Anay Wala hai / 2008)

Trust me, totally unrelated to the minor glitch I mentioned earlier!

Jun 25, 20106 notes
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12:53 am // recap and Lahore!

So last 48 hours have been pretty crazy. 

I reached LUMS at nearly 2:45pm, met with Dr Shahid Masud of EE department; had a very good chat with him and then proceeded to the NIB Auditorium for the talk. I tried to keep myself to the point and finished the talk and questions from the students there in an hour. Later had more talk with students over refreshment. And finally left the University around 5pm.

What followed next was an extremely hectic schedule where I jumped from one end of the Lahore to another. But yes there are few things which I really need to stress upon:

  1. Lahore is “the city”, either you will love it or you will hate it. Lucky for me I love the city!
  2. Driving in Lahore is like juggling with highly radioactive material. You know you are gonna die, but you don’t know exactly when! And yes mind you Lahori women are really the most scary drivers I have ever come across!
  3. It is hot in Lahore.
  4. Don’t pray for some wind, because if it gets windy it will be a sandstorm!
  5. If you love food take some salts with you because Lahore is gonna tempt you.
  6. Business meetings in Lahore are best “served” at restaurants.
  7. If you have a Lahori friend, you cannot have a one day trip because they will force you to stay :)

Had to meet more people, settle some old business matters, deliver some stuff and above all catch up with as many old friends as possible.

Also on way back to my friend’s place we came across some “donkey-cart race” on the main Canal road. Took some pictures which I will try to upload soon.

Slept late on 24th and woke up early on 25th. Had to meet more people after which I am really considering a good option of working in Lahore for a while in academia and management.

Got back to Islamabad around 4:30pm after hearing a very irritating news on my way (honestly sometimes I really wonder why I try to keep in touch and above all civil with so many people who really do not deserve so?). And since then been trying to fix some mess and now here I am writing up all this stuff before I go sleep.

Apart from a minor glitch towards the end, overall a real good trip.

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11:20 pm // Speaking tomorrow at LUMS

If you are in Lahore tomorrow and are interested in a talk on what it is to be an entrepreneur; you are most welcome to come to NIB Auditorium, LUMS on 24th June at 1:00 pm. 

I will try to discuss how to prepare a good business plan, start one in Pakistan or abroad, how to raise capital, how to deal with different things which might come your way and finally is it really worth it?

Hope it is worth every participants time.

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4:37 pm // Reminiscence

Sky is all blue, with Sun setting quietly in a corner. 

Every now and then I feel a wave move me around like a lifeless object. My mouth feels very salty thanks to the water and it even pinches a little with every contact it makes with my eyes. 

I can hear some distant muffled sounds of kids playing. That large kite would also make its way to my view without any clear pattern. 

Am glad that I am here so far from everything else; in middle of no where, trying to think about nothing.

I wish I believed in Hindu belief of sins being washed away with water; but then again I fear how the Earth would have become a giant pool of black and red mud.

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Afterglow INXS

INXS - Afterglow (Album: Switch / 2005)

Jun 18, 2010
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Delhi police make arrests after 'honour killing' → news.bbc.co.uk

Further details on the same sad news: Indian community torn apart by ‘honour killings’ (WARNING: Contains highly bigoted and inhumane comments from the family).

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K’naan - Wavin’ Flag

(via thirdeyeviews, mitchellrocksforjustic)

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11:57 am // Facebook privacy?!!

I am trying to login to Facebook at this very moment and every time I do that I end up in someone else’s profile!

I can see their friends list and posts from other friends on their news-feed.

But of course I cannot change their status message or post anything from that ID.

Not sure exactly what is going on, whether Facebook is currently playing with its privacy settings or something worse; but it does have a potential of making many people freak out.

p.s. Just read my last night’s post and yes I do write complete sh*te when I am tired and sleepy!

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11:14 pm // Islamabad, family, photo-shoot, pretty important day and damn sleepy!

So I got out of Islamabad airport around 3:00am to be greeted by my family and some cousins who were by chance visiting. What followed next was a sort of a spontaneous get together of some cousins and relatives who were in the neighbouring city of Rawalpindi (Rawalpindi and Islamabad are called twin cities). Got to my home around 4 in the morning and then just sat down with family for a while. Left for bed around 5:30 just to wake up again at 7:30 am when my younger brother Salman had to leave for his first professional photo-shoot (pretty proud of him!).

So after only two hours of sleep went with him on his first job with camera to Saidpur Village. Shared with him some tricks with reflectors, depth of field and stuff. As for the place it is a quite picturesque place just in the lap of Margalla Hills. Among many eye pleasing things there is an old mosque which has a Hindu temple on its right side and a Sikh Gurduwara on left, hinting at the tolerance we are fast losing.

Around 11:00am we got back home since today was also a very important day at home (will write about it in detail in next few days).

Since then I have been awake and I think I cannot keep myself up any more.

Will read it in the morning again to see how do I write when I am in this weird state!

Jun 13, 2010
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Jun 12, 2010
9:45 pm // see you later Dubai

in a wee while I will be boarding flight to Islamabad. It has been over 1.5 years since I have away from there. I wonder what has changed.

Trip to UAE was good. I really enjoyed almost everything except for the pretty hot weather and the extra dark tan sun has given me here.

I have a feeling that I will be coming here very soon again, so yeah gonna put Desert motorbike ride and scuba diving in UAE on my to-do list.

Also must confess I couldn’t take a lot of pictures this time because I was simply too much of a feat getting out of the car in the heat! I had no idea I could be such a cry baby!

and yes standing in for boarding at the moment…no one is standing in a queue! Yay! Get ready for Pakistan :)

Jun 12, 2010
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The Prince of Persia Harry Gregson-Williams

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The Prince Of Persia (2010)

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This was perhaps the only positive thing with name Persia in it on the mainstream for some years now! But seeing it few weeks back with friends I wasn’t too impressed with the cinematography. Many of the scenes felt as if they were not properly worked on and there were things they certainly could do with angles and above all length. But again it is doing a good business at box office and is worth watching in a spare moment.

Jun 11, 201029 notes
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The Gaza Freedom Flotilla: Framing the Narrative → truthdig.com

azspot:

Geraghty described how she was shot with a Taser: “I was photographing Israeli commandos coming up a ladder. There was a white flash, this thing hit my arm. I was thrown a meter and a half. It hurt, and I immediately became sick, began throwing up.” She yelled that she and McGeough were from The Sydney Morning Herald, when one of the commandos responded, in English with an Australian accent, “We know you’re from the Herald.” Despite her breadth of experience covering conflict zones around the world, she found her maltreatment by the Israelis “more personal. They knew who we were, they stole my gear, they falsely imprisoned us when we were in international waters covering a legitimate story.”

I pointed out to McGeough the Rasmussen poll that found 49 percent of U.S. voters believe pro-Palestinian activists on the aid ships are to blame for what happened. He replied, “If ordinary Americans had seen below deck, the men with zip ties on their wrists, on their knees for hours, denied permission to go to the toilet, forced to soil their pants, women pleading to be able to give drinks to men, that may have changed their sense of what happened on the ships.”

Jun 10, 201011 notes
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I didnt know you were going to Pakistan? Where bouts are you going? have a safe trip

Will be in Islamabad hopefully from Sunday onwards for around 2-3 weeks with a short trip to Lahore perhaps.

Thank you :)

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10:33 am // Dubai till now

Well I certainly expected a lot more from Dubai and I really hope she lives up to that by Saturday night.

I got from Glasgow to Dubai, Emirates Airline used a single exit parading all the economy passengers through the business class - making everyone look at the golden coloured sitting area not only making everyone to feel a sudden burst of envy but also reminding you what Dubai will be all about; Gold and Glitter.

My very good friend, Farooq in Dubai had informed me that someone will be there to pick me up - and well this lady from some “Marva” service picked me up and took from an elevator down straight to the iris-scan counter. The whole place again screamed of grandeur with high ceilings and silvery finishing and of course in the process I didn’t get the chance to go through the infamous “very long walk”.

Since I got out of the airport at like 2 in the morning, we just got back to the hotel and talked till perhaps dawn. After all we had to catch up on last three years!

Day one in Dubai was more like a Mall day. Is Dubai really all about Malls?

But yes got to see the Emirate Mall’s aquarium, glass bottom ride and the aqua zoo. That all was good.

On day two I convinced Farooq to venture into the old part of Dubai, going through the old Souks (Markets) and finally crossing the part of sea on these pretty interesting flat-bed-boats. They also had this thing called Water bus thing, but travelling in the simpler fashion made really more sense.

Day three as it is going on today has been more like a little professional day. Had to meet up with some people, did that. Has been a really good experience and looking forward to have some positive outcome in near future. And later today I intend to spend some time on the beach.

Over all it has been interesting and I look forward to enjoy rest of my trip. But there are certain things I have learned till now, and in order:

  1. Do your best to avoid coming here with your girlfriend/wife - or you risk having a huge hole in your pocket.
  2. Try coming in any month other than July (it is HOT) and of course when it is Islamic month of Ramdhan.
  3. Most of things in Dubai are really too artificial, if you care to look beneath them. Mostly built on expense of exploitable poor South Asian souls. But yes if you can care to look away from that or better if you are paid well here - you can enjoy your life here.
  4. There are crime in UAE but you will never get to read about them in newspapers, or at least I have yet to read a single negative news about the place.
  5. Skype doesn’t seem to be working!
  6. Most of the buildings here are like an architect’s wet-dream. But then again most of them have so much wasted floor space that I am not sure how to appreciate that.
  7. There are no EMIRATIES here! Like really, I have started to feel bad for the local Emiraties. I have spend my day 1 and 2 trying to find some authentic local food but all I get at best is Iranian food prepared by a South Indian, served by a Filipino and cash collected by a Pakistani!
  8. And if anyone of you reading this is an Arab female, maybe we should meet up - I am willing to polish my rustic Arabic I learned for few years at school!
  9. Lets just keep the point 8 as a compliment for now!
  10. My emails are not syncing from my phone, and it really sucks!
Jun 10, 20105 notes
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Utterance: Add boobs to anything and men will love it. → meahkh.tumblr.com

Well this guy is not a friend, he is literally like a brother to me - so yes, if you do not mind reading rude and offending stuff, you might wanna follow his blog.

p.s. Yes I take the credit of making him leave Blogger to join Tumblr!

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12:52 am // Ready for Dubai

All packing finally done (seriously I hate packing!), bills and payments made (since will be gone for 3 weeks) and online check-in done (since it makes you feel tech-savvy).

See you tomorrow Dubai!

And yes the good news I got from home tonight got me little emotional :) 

Jun 6, 20105 notes
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Muse - Feeling Good (Cover) (via dhool)

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quiet dimension collapse under the empire

Collapse Under the Empire - Quiet Dimension (Album: Systembreakdown / 2009)

Jun 5, 2010
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CIA Drone Operators Oppose Strikes as Helping al-Qaeda → dissidentvoice.org

Some CIA officers involved in the agency’s drone strikes programme in Pakistan and elsewhere are privately expressing their opposition to the programme within the agency, because it is helping al-Qaeda and its allies recruit, according to a retired military officer in contact with them.

“Some of the CIA operators are concerned that, because of its blowback effect, it is doing more harm than good,” said Jeffrey Addicott, former legal adviser to U.S. Special Forces and director of the Centre for Terrorism Law at St Mary’s University in San Antonio, Texas, in an interview with IPS.

Addicott said the CIA operatives he knows have told him the drone strikes are being used effectively by al-Qaeda and Taliban leaders to recruit more militants.

CIA officers “are very upset” with the drone strike policy, Addicott said. “They’ll do what the boss says, but they view it as a harmful exercise.”

(via azspot)

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